Desire to Crash

Why do we have this desire to fall? This desire to crash. Is it just me? I hope not, but I can only guess that it is this wretched sin intwined in our makeup. Thank you Jesus for rescuing me my due consequence, but Lord, please help me to shirk this self-defeating desire far from me. God, I can't, I am incapable of it in my strength. Holy Spirit, please come, fill me, and strengthen me. Lord, please come and fill all parts of me, destroy all parts of me that aren't of You. God please, breathe on me, make me holy. Take away all of these distractions. God please, help me to see You and only You. Teach me to move where You're moving, to do what You're doing. God help me, sanctify me, change me. Overwhelm me... in You. God please.